I have had a lot of negative things to write about lately. So much so, that I feel I should take a little time to recount a few of the good things. Hopefully I came to this realization before those who care about me put me on a suicide watch or people in general stop reading because they find it too depressing. Yes, bad things have been happening to me. No, I have not lost my faith or my peace or my joy.
So, as bad as the last couple of weeks have been, here are a few of the better moments.
I finally got to spend some time with my daughter. She has been running around like crazy and I hardly saw her this summer, but this weekend we got to sort of reconnect. That was a blessing.
I saw a great movie this week.
I spoke to at least five different people this week who made me feel loved and/or made me smile.
I didn't lose my favorite, ever so hip, reading glasses this week (even though I gave it a good try).
I realized that being used by God feels better than sex.
I realized that having a good reputation is better than having a big screen TV.
I realized that having faith, joy and peace is better than having perfect health.
A friend of mine fixed my car for less than half of what having it repaired at the dealership would have cost me.
God sent several people along to remind me that I am not worthless, but that I have great value to Him and to them.
It looks like I will get over this sinus infection without a doctor visit and a course of antibiotics.
Bottom line: even though in a lot of ways I have felt cursed, in some of the most important ways, I have indeed been blessed. In the midst of our most difficult times, God sends us moments of grace - little nods and winks to remind us that He loves us and has not abandoned us.
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